come home please

No matter how much I try I can't get it right.  I try and see you when I sleep but nothing happens.  Have I lost you forever?  I want to see you…but you're not coming into my mind.  Why?  I can't sleep not knowing your safe.  I force myself to sleep but mostly it makes me cry hard not knowing I can never see you again.  I don't sleep right now.  I miss you.  I want you to come home soon.  But I only hope and wait.  Only 5 months left before I can see those chocolate brown eyes again.  Miss you babe and hope your safe.